Change - For Better or Worse?

The more things change, the more they stay the same… Or so some say. The truth is… Some people just never change… And some change so drastically, you don’t even recognize them anymore. This has happened in my life. I know someone for all of my life and over the last 4 years, I’ve noticed this person become someone else. Actually over the time span of maybe the last 10 years. Just over the last 4 years, this change has become noticeable and freakishly intolerable. I can’t stand who you’ve become. I can’t stand what you do anymore. I cannot stand by and listen to you. I’m sorry, but some things never change. Some people just never grow. They get to a certain point and start in reverse and never look forward again.

In many situations I might believe change is something good. Yet in this particular “transformation” - I see nothing good about you, at all. I’m sorry.

In life there are things that change us, and there are things that we change for. For instance some might say that a JOB will change you. Some might CHANGE for the JOB at hand. I WONT CHANGE FOR THE JOB! I tried that once, and it didn’t work out for the best. I TRIED TO CHANGE FOR SCHOOL! And that didn’t work out for the best. I TRIED TO CHANGE FOR SOMEONE I LOVED! That didn’t work out for the best. You see, some change isn’t needed. Sometimes, it’s the thoughts that circulate in your mind. The feeling you get. That instinct that drives you. Sometimes you just have to trust yourself and know WHAT YOU TRULY WANT IN LIFE!

Because some people have to wear so many different mask’s that at the end of the day, they’ve lost who they are and who they once were.

The Truth...

It requires less character to discover the faults of others than it does to tolerate them.

random thoughts...

Sleepless in Zillah once again... Took a short walk @ 1:30 am... That wasn't so horrible really... Mostly a walk home... Because where I was, everyone fell asleep.


I'm once again awake and I don't want to be... I just want to sleep for weeks on end... Or maybe just sleep for a month and see how I feel next month... Whatever.


I hate this thing we call LIFE... sometimes it can just be the biggest bitch we'll ever know.

Rev Run - TRUTH!

"Perfectionism is self abuse to the highest degree... If eveything has to be right.. something aint."

Giving Up...

They say giving up is the easiest thing you can do...

Truth is, it's the hardest thing you'll ever do because once you've decided to just give up...

There's no going back to where it all started. Once you've given up on yourself, you just can't get that confidence back you once had. That is, if you were actually confident with yourself in the first place.