Monday, March 28, 2011

Anna

Tell me again why you're running away - do you need me?
Nobody's home and there's nowhere to stay - do you believe me?
Maybe I can't be the man of your dreams - but I can save you
You were never really gone and it seems that you can feel it too
We won't see the stars if the sun is in our eyes... so don't look so surprised

Because it's just another reason why a fool like you
Would listen to a fool like me
I'll do what all the idiots around you do
And show you that you'll never be free
You're not supposed to feel this wright
One is always better if you can't have two
Now that I have nothing while can't have you
You left me once - don't you leave me twice
Cuz no one is alone - no one is alone

Tell me again how I'm on your mind - you're always on mine
Tell me it's really just a matter of time - and I'll believe a lie
I can't see the sun because your stars are in my eyes... so don't look so surprised

Because it's just another reason why a fool like you
Would listen to a fool like me
I'll do what all the idiots around you do
And show you that you'll never be free
You're not supposed to feel this wright
One is always better if you can't have two
Now that I have nothing while I can't have you
You left me once - don't you leave me twice
Cuz no one is alone - no one is alone

Oh what am I gonna do - you feel so wright
Nothing is forever if it can't be true
Now that I am nothing I have to have you
You loved me once - you better love me twice
Cuz no one is alone - no one is alone

Tell me again why you're running away - do you need me?
Nobody's home and there's nowhere to stay...

Wednesday, March 9, 2011

Crazy, Insane, Off The Chain...

How even you want to say it I am what I am and not even those words that allude to my mental being can explain a damn thing about who the hell I AM.

I've made mistakes, I've made enemies.
I've burned bridges and looked back in anger.
I've forgotten details, I've made things up on the spot.
I've given false hope and given a shoulder to cry on.

I've done it all, however I've not given a damn to think about myself.
You can say that lying was about myself, and truth it... It wasn't.
If I said something to make you feel better, it was for your benefit.
Was it for my benefit that I gave up on myself?
Probably not, but did it help me forget other BS? Yes it did.

Do I regret the things I've said and done?
Not one of them, not at all, not now and not ever.
Selfish as that may be, I know you've done some wrong as well.
Demanding everything of someone you wouldn't give a second too, hmm how does that sound?

Sounds like suffering, but then again, what am I suppose to know of that?
All I know is, the wah-wah-wah train left your station.
I jsut hope you;re not dead by now.
Because it would all be for nothing if you were to just take the easy way out.
However if you have, bon voyage... Bitch.

Some people call me crazy, some say insane, off the chain...
No matter how you word it, it'll never be enough to explain...
Why I am the Way I am... But in the end all that matters is...
I AM WHO THE HELL I AM!

Friday, March 4, 2011

Message

I ain't your enemy.

2011...

I Hate Myself And Want To Die...