So What I Lied...

Is a great song by Sickpuppies.

FUCK YOU I WONT DO WHAT YOU TELL ME!

Rage Against The Machine... Where are you? The current state of the world needs your enlightenment.

At least I feel the world does.

Count how many times I use the word "Fuck"

What the fuck is right. I don’t fucking get it. Exactly what it is I don’t get is… life. Life is just so fucking complicated it’s hard to even fucking believe there are so many fucking people alive right now. It’s like fuck, how many of us right now are thinking about killing ourselves or just ending it right fucking now? Seriously. That is a huge issue on it’s own. What the fuck, life? What the fuck!? I hate to admit it, but hell even I think about fucking offing myself or as I’ve been calling it lately. Cobain-ing myself. Yes I turned Cobain into a different type of noun. It doesn’t just name a person, it now names a fucking action. And even as I fucking type this I can’t help but wonder what the fuck there is to live for? When you’re not suppose to be happy cause “someone” can make you happy. Because that isn’t “good enough.” Or because it isn’t “right.” What-the-FUCK-Ever. No one in this fucking world is happy on their own unless they are fucking drunk, on drugs or heavily medicated. Get real World. Get fucking real.

...Never Enough

I'm so fed up with everyone around me
No one seems to care
I'm just so far gone and nothing's gonna change
I'll never be the same
It's always do this, do that, everything they want to
I don't wanna live that way
Every chance they get they're always pushing me away

It's never enough, no it's never enough
No matter what I say
It's never enough, no it's never enough
I'll never be what you want me to be

It's all so messed up and no one ever listens
Everyone's deranged
I'm just so fucked up and I'm never gonna change
I wanna lay it all to waste
They're always say this, say that, nothing that you want to
I don't wanna live that way
Every chance they get they're always shoving me aside

It's never enough, no it's never enough
No matter what I say
It's never enough, no it's never enough
I'll never be what you want me to be
I'M DONE!

In the end we're all just chalk lines on the concrete
Drawn only to be washed away
For the time that I've been given
I am what I am

I'd rather hate you for everything you are
Than ever love you for something you are not
I'd rather you hate me for everything I am
Than have you love me for something that I can't

It's never enough, it's never enough
No matter what I say
It's never enough, no it's never enough
No matter who I try to be
It's never enough, no it's never enough
No matter how I try to taste
It's never enough, never never enough
I'll never be what you want me to be

Walk Away...

I'm sorry for the demon I've become.
You should be sorry, for the angel you are not.
I apologize, for the cruel things that I did.
But I don't regret, one single word I said.

Just walk away make it easy on yourself.
Just walk away please release me from this hell.
Just walk away there's just nothing left to feel.
Just walk away pretend that none of this is real.

Could you forgive me, if I told you that I cared.
Would you be sorry if I swore that I'd be there.
Please forgive me for laughing when you fall.
I'm so sorry, but I never cared at all.

Just walk away make it easy on yourself.
Just walk away please release me from this hell.
Just walk away there's just nothing left to feel.
Just walk away pretend that none of this is none of this is.

Just walk away make it easy on us both.
Just walk away there was never any hope.
Just walk away you already know the deal.
Just walk away pretend that none of this was... None of this was real.

Face the Day...

when you face the day, do you ever just wake up. Look in the mirror and say "Smile you fuck."? Because I don't. I know the world would love to see me fail, and I wont give them that satisfaction.

War Is The Answer...

Everyday is a fight. You fight to live, you fight to be yourself.
You fight against Society and parents...
And one day, the fight is over...

New Favorite Song?

How do I live without the ones I love?
Time still turns the pages of the book it's burned.
Place and time always on my mind.
I have so much to say but you're so far away.

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Fuck The Law! Fuck The "MAN"!
Fuck The Weak and the Strong!...

Oh yeah...

And FUCK THE WORLD!