Talking to several people from my life as of these last few years... I've realized I've let so many opportunities slip through my fingers... Yet, the thing is... I never reached out to capture them... Was it all just that my lack of enthusiasm and low standards have caught up to me now and I see where I went wrong?
Hard to believe I've only got 2 semesters of college under my belt... Yet, I think I'm letting that slip through my hands as well... Like sand at the beach... Yet the last time I was ever at a beach, I was 10 years old and the sunshine looked gray... Almost perfect... Just it was still bright...
All in all, anyone who reads this... I want to let you know... That when you try to let go of things and forget... You ony prolong that pain... When all you ever needed to do was embrace it and make it a part of who you are... Instead of making it all you've ever known by trying to hide it... Trying to erase it... Trying to become a better person and ultimately failing yourself.
Embrace your pain and make it a part of who you are... Don't let it overcome you while yout try to pretend it isn't there.
